Thinking, Thinking, Thinking

So I have been doing a lot of thinking about my goals and future and I know I want to make a career out of illustrating.  I keep going back and forth should I just freelance?, Should I just continue with 2 Cute Rubber Stamps or put it on hold?  Should I try and see if I can just create rubber stamp designs for a single company?  Should I make a new portfolio and submit it to companies?   My ultimate goal is to be able to make an income being able to create, illustrate and design!  I don't have the income to keep 2 Cute Rubber Stamps going for I can't make my designs into stamps.  I am just not going anywhere and I feel like I need to focus on my artwork, maybe not the entire business?
Plus I need a structure, a plan, I think I just need some help!  Does anyone have have any ideas or suggestions?  Where do I start?  What is the next step?   I hope I can figure this all out in the next 2 weeks.  For now I am going to